It’s almost 11:00
I cannot sleep
And two keys on my key board do not work.
I want to write a new blog post, it’s been too long since my last. But I cannot think of what to write about. And really, there’s little point in trying to write it as I previously mentioned a keyboard issue. So I sit and I go through the catalog of topics I keep tucked away in my brain. Do I publish the post about PTSD that I have been sitting on for two weeks? No, not sure if I am ready to share that much yet. Do I write a post on relatives I love, and relatives I am terrified of? No, this is getting too personal; I have to keep this blog peppy. Perhaps I should make a simple statement, here it goes. I weighed myself today for the first time in months. I have been avoiding the scale like I would avoid a weapon wielding spider lurking on my bathroom floor. But tonight I did it and I did not like what I saw. I have gained a lot of weight since I started this blog. Shit.
So now what do I do? The answer seems simple enough, eat less, and exercise more. We shall see if I can do it. The whole family is planning to do just that after the first of the year. I hope I can do it. Because my clothes are not fitting correctly anymore and I am getting more aches and pains than ever. I have to do this; I am tired of being unhealthy.
On a side note, I hate Martian Short. While I type this I can hear my kiddo watching The Santa Claus 3 in his room and there is Martian Short being creepy as hell as Jack Frost. I have always hated Martian Short, as a little girl my stomach would turn at just the sight of him. His creepy smile, his smug “I’m better than you and thus I shall smother you with a pillow in your sleep” attitude, and well you get the idea. It would be great if I could take the fat from my body and transfer it to his. Then I would tell him it was a punishment for being a creeper and lock him away. After that I would immediately go and do skinny people stuff because I would be bodacious!
Ok, it’s late and my mind has gone to the odd side. I'm going to bed to dream about snacky cakes and cheese burgers for another week and a half. Then it is Tofu hopes and veggie salad dreams.
Good night my friends.
|Sleep well..........if you can|