I have been a very bad girl. Every day I get up with the thought “Today is the day I get back on it”. But by the time 3:00 in the afternoon arrives I have failed in one way or another. It is frustrating. I just cannot get back on the bandwagon. I have settled into this weight, I no longer feel like this is new, it’s simply where I am at. I find myself forgetting the progress I have made and I start to wonder if I have really made that much progress. I mean, barely anyone notices the weight loss. My husband says it’s because of the way I dress, I have always concealed my weight as much as possible. When I started this I did not take a “before” picture. I see those as a good way to jinx myself, and then be stuck with a picture of me that I hate. So I wonder, did 30 pounds really make that much of a difference? Then I came across this picture.
|This really hit home|
So here we go yet again. As of Monday July 2nd I will be back on the diet in full force. That means NO cheating, LOTS of exercise and LOTS of water. I can do this, I just have to stick to it.